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    Friday, January 24th, 2003
    12:07 pm
    Finally Friday!
    Yay!!! Well yesterday was a snow day and today is friday!! No more school...till Monday. Dammit. I'm bored as hell, I just got home from hanging out with BondageKate and we had a pretty good time. I'm tired now though, and I have a whole lot of homework due on Monday. But I don't think I'm going to do it. The satan nun yelled at Kate today, it was quite amusing, seeing as Kate didn't care. I laughed. I think she was mad at us. But who cares? She's satan nun. If I cared enough, I might cry about her. But that's the thing...when she kicks me out of class, I see it as a free period. And when she yells at me, it's entertainment. I take it all in good character, and I think she's the main reason I have such a good time at school. So thank you, satan nun, thank you. On a much more interesting note, I do believe my boyfriend and I are on better terms, even though we have alot to work out. And I hope his ex best friend dies. Well not really dies. That would be bad. Okay, not that bad. But still bad. Anyway, I gotta get up at 8. So I'm going to bed now. Goodnight, and everyone be safe. And to the satan nun, whom I hope reads this, I HATE YOU. Peace.

    Current Mood: tired
    Wednesday, January 22nd, 2003
    8:09 am
    Well, I'm finally back. Wow...it's been forever. Anyway, life is good, and I'm glad I've got some new friends. The old ones were getting...well...old. Not to say I don't value my friends, I do, with everything I have...but sometimes they get to be too much. I've been hanging out with Katey, Mike, Jeremy, and Gavin, and it's a really nice change to be around some different people. Anyway, I'll check back later. I'm sure I'll have plenty to write about. Later.
    Katie

    Current Mood: artistic
    Thursday, June 28th, 2001
    5:09 pm
    Boiler
    Looks like im gonna do everything myself
    maybe I could use some help, but hell
    you want something done right, u gotta do it yourself.
    maybe life is up and down, but my life had been up till now.
    I crawled up your butt somehow, and thats when things got turned around.
    I used to be a lie, but now I feel pathetic and now I get it.
    Sometimes, somethings, turn into dumb things. And that's when you put your foot down.

    Why'd I have to go and meet somebody like you?
    Why'd you have to go and hurt somebody like me?
    How could ya do somebody like that?
    I hope u know that I'm never comin back....
    What's done is done, you just leave it alone, and dont regret it.
    5:01 pm
    tired of it all
    I've tried to please everyone and be myself at the exact same time, and im so tired of it that it hurts. I am fully aware that I'm stupid...that I'm ugly and useless and that I never do anything right. It would be nice if I had friends who didn't remind me of that on a daily basis. It would be even nicer if my own mom could at least try to see that I'm trying to do things right and that I'm not purposely fucking up. But i guess she doesnt care, and as of right now....neither do I.

    Current Mood: lonely
    Wednesday, June 13th, 2001
    3:02 pm
    job hunting
    Today is my last day of doing absolutely nothing...lol. That's a good thing for me. Tomorrow I'm gonna go job hunting because for one, I need something to do. And I also need money cuz I'm broke which sucks. I think I worked things out with Brian so that's all over. I feel alot better now and I'm stress free so I have nothing to complain about. Well I'm getting ready to go get some clothes since I have none. Bye bye

    Current Mood: content
    Tuesday, June 12th, 2001
    12:07 pm
    bored
    Well it's getting pretty late and I'm getting more and more bored by the minute. I've been thinking about how I should fix things for myself and for Brian and I've decided that I'm just gonna have to tell him or drop it because I can't keep dragging him along for the ride. I know he would be there but it's just not the right thing to do. I'm actually really relieved to get all of these things out of my head for right now. I know Brian will read this eventually and I just want him to know how sorry I am and how much it means to me that he stayed by me through all of this. Well I need to get to bed. Peace

    Current Mood: relieved
    10:10 am
    first entry
    Hey everybody. This is my first time writing in my journal, and I already have a lot to talk about. Lately, I've been distancing myself from my friends. I don't really know why. There's one person in particular...my friend Brian. He thinks that he's done something wrong...he's been the only one there for me. I wouldn't have made it this far if it weren't for him. He doesn't know it though...he doesn't know that I want to tell him everything but I just can't make myself say it. I can only hope he understands and that I figure out how to tell him what's on my mind.

    Current Mood: melancholy
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